Post-Apocalypse

Hello All!

So I have been feeling much much better since yesterday actually! But I was running around like a chicken with my head cut off all day, so I did not have time to blog.  Anywho, I think God really spoke to my heart by allowing me to talk to a wonderful man that lives nowhere near me, but who emmitted such kindness, caring, and love that it was almost unbelievable that it came from someone I had just met! We talked for hours and it felt so comfortable. He is hurting too, so he made it clear that he really needs to establish a friendship with someone, and nothing else. Which is great!!! At any rate, this man, we will call him Lansing, lifted my spirits to the rooftops, and made me feel like there are still so many people out there to meet, date or marry. Thank You, Lord, and Thank you, Lansing.  Side note: why did the Joker have to send me a lame text as I spoke with Lansing? It simply said: "Sorry I do the thangs I do". Wtf? All I could write back was, "I am sorry you to them too". With no response of course.  What do you think that after everything a few corny words will change my dislike for you? Ha ha. Stupid men.

On another topic, our beloved family dog passed away yesterday. Caramelo was 91 in dog years, so he lived to a ripe old age, but he will always be missed!!! Since the Joker had met him, I did briefly inform him of his passing with a text that said, "RIP Caramelo :( ". He texted back, saying that he was sorry he had "kicked the bucket".  Then proceeded to turn the situation back to HIMSELF as usual by saying, "Yeah, I died early this week". Bullshit. You also fucked someone else early this week, do you feel bad about that?? I think not.  At any rate, I think I am handling things well with this situation, and it can only go uphill from here!!! THANK YOU  GOD. Peace.