I think I will write a book called the Break Up Diaries. It will be a compilation of all the craziest breakups out there. I figure might as well make some money off this stupidity. I feel like shit today. I will probably feel like this for the next couple of weeks....ughhhh!!!! I want this feeling gone and I am asking God consistently to take it from me. Along with asking God to curse the Joker with a limp dick every time he tries. LOL. I know I'm not in my right mind because I've even considered doing a spell/curse on him, and have visited some sites for ideas. SMH. "A woman scorned" and all that. Today I feel like eating until I can't anymore and then throwing it all up again. Sorry, its the truth. I'm sure someone out there who has been through this can relate.
On another topic though, why do men always bring up sex too fast when getting to know you. I literally JUST MET this dude two days ago, and he can barely ask how my day was before making all sorts of references to sex. Its ridiculous, and BOOOORRRINNG. It turned me off to him completely. Another thing: Men, when you are getting to know someone, and its still in the VERY early stages, its probably best not to state that you are "really into porn". This raises too many red flags for a female, even if you're not a sex addict/freak, and you simply like to partake. That is more of a conversation for after you have done the deed, I think. Anyway, this obviously is not the guy I will be having a rebound with! LOL.
Well, world (or just me for now), I am sooo glad that I have been able to get a little off my chest, mind and heart. Every little bit helps and is one more step toward complete healing. Cannot wait!!!
Ury
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