Wow, kinda feel a little fucked up today. Not the usual fucked-upness but feeling a bit under the weather. And mad at myself for again letting the Joker in...more on that later. Love my new job, hate the new germs that come with it! I felt like a total zombie yesterday and had poor sleep last night because of this cooooollldd that wants to take hostage of my immune system.
At work, kiddos are brain dead. Really, two days and y'all already forgot the effin letter B???? Forgive me, but parentals are definitely at fault!!! Oh, well. How mad can one really get at some little kindergartners.
The Joker and I are frenemies. I love/hate him. He ACTS as though I am his one and only, but he makes a point to say that he "sometimes feels he can't get to the next level" with me, and can't do, as he put it "the hole 24/7 under your wing thing". Hmmmmm. He wishes he was "under my wing" at all, let alone around me THAT much. In so many misspelled words, I think he was conveying his inability to settle down.
Well, as much as I enjoy his company and comraderie, I think the only way to really break free from his emotional stronghold is to find another (ha ha ha). So I have made the decision to date. I joined Eharmony today (again) and actually made an effort! Put a pic up and everything (LOL). On the questionnaire where it asks how for away would you be willing to go for your life-long love (corny) I put the WHOLE USA. Thats pretty fuckin sad when you have to look in an entire country for a match. But oh well. C'est la vie. At least I am trying, because it sure is slim pickins for my type up here in the northwest. You know, I'm just looking for a hardworking, honest dude who likes kids who doesn't mind an equally hardworking, loyal, and attractive *wink wink* woman (even with kids) who handles her business.
Well, other than that, life is good, God is awesome, and I'm trying not to sweat the small stuff as well as remember that it is ALL small. Peace.
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